when will my reflection show who i am inside.

whats there inside me.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

so i was noticed after all!thanks nse!
sara is happy!!!
receiving the message brightened up my day!

behind the mask 1:46 AM

Monday, May 29, 2006

2jun
depart fron singapore via dubai on EK349 at 12.30am(3jun)
3jun
lake district, lake cruise,poetry sessiononshores of lake windermere
4jun
rydal mount, home of william wordsworth.coffin path.dove cottage and museum.grasmere village. poetry penning session.
5jun
lake district stratford.durham cathedral.whitby abbey for lunch.stratford, watch romeo and juliet.
6jun
william shakespeare birthplace.henley street shopping ,dine at pubs
7jun
warwick castle, broughton castle, oxford university
8jun
oxford/bath
9jun
bath/salisbury.salisbury cathedral,windchester cathedral
10jun
salisbury/chawton/london
bodiam castle
11jun
london, war museum,holocaust museum.afternoon free=shopping!!
12jun
london
tower of london, city tour, afternoon free=shopping!
watch evita in evening
13jun
globe theatre, millenium bridge,convent garden
14jun
leave for singapore
15jun
back at 1650, EK348 terminal 1

seems really nice. yeahhimexcited and all but i wonder who i'll miss the most or rather who will miss me the most. hopefully its the right people.london's gonna be so fun! i hope i get to do loads of shopping and take loadsapeople. apparently im in diff group from the h1 people cause mr rozells thinks im sociable so he put me in another group.
well, miss her while she's gone. you can message her if you want to and brighten up her day!she'll be very touched!ps,uk is 7 hours behind singapore so if you wanna call to chat cause youmiss her till youre almost dying, please take note of the time.
sentosa was fun.
played with the sand.wrote lotsa rubbish.
im still allergic to seawater
andi dont see what's wrong with being taken but available.aprently the guys in my class do.and they were taking romantic photos of people in our classsitiing close to each other... childish la

behind the mask 12:39 AM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

When a guy calls uhe wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,he means itWhen a guy stares at you,he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in theworld
When you're laying your head on a guy's chest he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday he is in love
When a (good) guy say he loves youhe means it
When a guy says he can't live without youhe's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you,"he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Girl facts:
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"no one in this world can miss you more than that.
someone better miss sara while she's gone.
will be away to england from 2-15 june.
bowling season ended.
nothing much happened except matthew.
but even then, he didnt do anything.
even though sara was there all this while.

behind the mask 1:48 AM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

sj justasked me to watch this video on youtube abt the hardgay thingy. lol.
im laughing my head off now.thanks to him. as in sj and hardgay. but its gross.and he still dare to let ellen see.. naughty.certain parts are disgusting.

behind the mask 6:41 AM

everyone should take lit.
its wonderful.
mr rozells was telling us abt a poem tt day.
he started off by asking us if anyone of us would give an onion to our boyfriends/ girlfriends for valentine's present.
naturally anyone in their right mind would say no.
turns out that its the most romantic gift ever!
when you cut open an onion,the rings that you can see symbolises the rins you will wear.
the outer covering isthe part where you get to know each other before you open up to each other.
and of course. everyone knows that onions make you cry. thats the best one!
the sharp taste of the onion. so its like a fierce kiss that will stay on your lips.its possesive and faithful.its a scent that will cling onto your fingers, like a person's scent.
so if sara ever give you an onion. it means she loves you and wouldnt mind spending the rest of her life with you.
as if.
she doesnt even like onions.
but thinks its romantic.
something melted her heart that day. wont say what but yeah. she was really touched.
awwwwwwwww

behind the mask 5:56 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006

when the sky turns grey and the cows don't moo, remember i'll be there. i'll make the donkey jump over the moon and i'll make everything right. i'll make you smile :)
sometime life doesn't seem so bad.
clownie aka ZWQ aka weiqii had to surprise me with this beautiful message. once in a while she does this and catches me by surprise.she knows i love surprises!
thanks loads! you just made my day even though i would ratherr have received this mssage from someone else. that would make me smile forever.i think.

behind the mask 5:34 AM

today started off as a great daybut as time flew by and sr was still not playing up to expectations. sara became disillusioned. being a reserve is no fun at all. when you see others take that obvious spare and miss, or when peoplestart missing the pins althogether, you begin to think. i could do that too! let me bowl.give me a chance. and when you see people enjoying themselves you just feel like bowling.the sound of the pins falling, the sound of joy when someone strikes or spares but you cant. representing the school is of course nice as you walk into the alley carrying the bowling ball. all eyes are on you.
but amidst the torment, there was one very good consolation.
one guy stood out from all the rest.not only because he was good but also because he was totally relaxed. matthew lim. vjc. plus, he is totally hot and handsome and stunning. he bowled almost all strikes and his score for one game was 258! such a wonderful sight.was mesmerised by him.tried to concentrate on the sr bowlers instead but gordon and toby cheated my feelings.disappointed me.
seriously,safra yishun is themost beautiful place i have ever seen. the alley was great!the sound of the all hitting the synthetic lane was music to my ears.
but its not nice being a reserve.
but sara still loves bowling.
her dream of hitting 200 someday will be fulfilled.
she just has to believe in herself.
which currently she lacks.

behind the mask 5:15 AM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

in woman's world...
all men would be tailor made
high heels wouldnt hurt
figures would improve with age
and doors would open automatically, even on cars

the peugeot 1007 has electric sliding doors!
if only i could drive!
then again i would rather have my RX300!
its my dream car..

yes sara is materialistic
but not as materialistic as some
she would rather have love than money and not like some classmate who thinks there's no love without money
sara isn't that materialistic
although she's mad about shoes
and bags
and clothes
and bracelets
not earrings though
she's still human
and still needs to be loved
and she's nice!
heard that freddie?
sara is nice.
it wont kill you to say that
freddie is such a cheat
cheat sara's feelings
and say that she's not very nice
freddie is a big cheat
H2 math also cheats sara's feelings
sara feels cheated by freddie and H2 math

mr tan's cool though
denise and i spent the night chatting wih him online till he left to play some online game
mr tan should play some chemistry game

chemistry doesnt cheat sara of her feelings though
her ideal guy must love chemistry!
cause its her absolute favourite!
so if you wanna date sara you must like chem
and be addicted to balancing half equations and doing mole questions till you go mad

LOL

sara is really mad

behind the mask 8:02 PM

LOST SUCKS
BEANSPROUTS SUCK
PW SUCKS
GREEN MONSTER SUCKS
PURPLE MONSTER SUCKS
** GIRLS SUCK
UGLY SUCKS
INCREDIBLE HULK SUCKS
PW SUCKS
VEGETABLES SUCK
ALL THE GUYS IN THE WORLD SUCK
**JC SUCKS
STICK SUCKS
MR MAO (ZEDONG) SUCKS
BAGS THAT PAY FOR SCHOOL FEES SUCK
BAGS THAT 'STUDY' IN THE AQUARIUM SUCK
LONG SKIRTS SUCK
GUYS WHO TREAT GIRLS TO DINNER WITH ULTERIOR MOTIVES SUCK
INCLINED PULL UPS SUCK
SIT UPS SUCK
STANDING BROAD JUMP SUCKS
CANTEEN SUCKS
CRAMPED CANTEEN SUCKS
YANYU SUCKS
H2 MATH SUCKS
HAVING LOADS OF HOMEWORK AND DEPRIVING ME OF MY SHOPPING TIME SUCKS
SCHOOL UNIFORM SUCKS
HAVING LITTLE TIME FOR BREAK SUCKS
BIRD POO ON THE CANTEEN TABLES SUCK
STUFFY CLASSROOMS SUCK

EATING STRAWBERRY POCKY DURING CHINESE AND NOT GETTING CAUGHT ROCKS
WILFRED A.K.A. TORTOISE SHELL ROCKS
WALKING IN FRONT OF MRS KOK AND THEN RUNNING AWAY ROCKS
PRACTICAL LESSONS ROCK
GETTING A THRILL OUT OF BREAKING RULES ROCK
WRITING AND DOING RUBBISH DURING CHINESE ROCKS
BEING STUNNING AND ATTRACTIVE ROCKS(IF ONLY IT WERE TRUE)
TURNING THE COMBINATION AT THE LOCKER ROCKS
ATTRACTING GORGEOUS GUYS ROCK( IF ONLY IT WERE TRUE)
GUYS WITH SMALL EYES ROCK
GUYS WITH MESMERISING EYES ROCK
RUNNING 2 KM AROUND THE TRACK ROCKS
GUYS WHO HAVE GOOD ENGLISH LANGUAGE ABILITY ROCKS
GREEN AND GREEN HIGHLIGHTERS ROCK
CHEMISTRY ROCKS
GP LECTURES ROCK
BALANCING HALF EQUATIONS ROCK
CHEM TUTORIALS WITH MR ALAN TAN ALWAYS ROCKS
THE ELEMENT SCANDIUM(Sc) ROCKS
ZIG MARKERS ROCK
MANGO JUICE ROCKS
WEARING TIE EVERY MONDAY ROCKS
GOING TO ENGLAND IS ROMANTIC AND IT ROCKS
SWEET POTATOES FROM OLD CHANG KEE ROCKS
LITERATURE ROCKS
BIOLOGY ROCKS
EATING ICE CREAM ROCKS
ROTI JOHN WITH LOTS OF MAYONAISE ROCKS
BEING LOVED BY OTHERS ROCKS
MOUNTAIN DEW ROCKS
BEING MISSED BY OTHERS ROCKS

obviously the orange one is denise's viewpoint and the black one is sara's
have fun reading!

behind the mask 7:17 AM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4.
..than I can remember. Though, of course, geisha are always..

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
i can reach my photos.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
polling results?

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
3pm?

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
4.49pm.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
kids from the opposite block.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
last night. went for meeting, made my spects.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
the computer?

9. Did you dream last night?
yes, i did. a weird dream.

10. When did you last laugh?
yesterday?

11. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
1 poster, 1 calendar.

12. What do you feel like doing right now?
sleep.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yea. some crossdresser at kovan. he/she looked TERRIBLE.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
boring.

15. What is the last film you saw?
can't rmb. was so long ago.

16. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?
my v3x and all the candies there is in candy empire.

17. Tell me something about you that I dunno.
i like bittergourd.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
hmm. take away everything that does harm to mankind.

19. Do you like to dance?
no.

20. George Bush.
what about him?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
never thought of it.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
ditto.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
not really. love singapore.

24.What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
welcome!

denise is bored.
sara asked me to blog so here i am.
our tagboard's getting really crowded.

today's a sunday.
which means there's school tmr.

i'm doing my math tutorial.
inequalities. sigh.

behind the mask 1:59 AM

father is dear, mother is dear but chairman mao is dearest of all.
no wonder i like mr mao zedong. his hand shoots up everyttime and he's the only one who doesn take notice of me when i talk tohim. i mean heelloo! everyone talks to me.
ok now im starting to sound like a bimbo.
thats sad.
he doesnt take any notice of me!!!
i mean helloo!
its ME!
nvm i wont want to talk to him anyway.

behind the mask 12:25 AM

sara just fell down. owwwwwwww.
doe anyone wanna date sara and denise?
lol

behind the mask 12:13 AM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

liangliang, gan-gan,ah pek,sara and denise went to bowl on friday. wanna know a secret? sara dropped the ball backwards twice during trg and then she started laughing.denise came and fed her with sweet potato and she continued bowling.moral of the story? never eat sweet potato when you bowl.it has oil and the ball will slip out of your fingers and roll towards the side. this ishow we throw money down the lane. however, sara achieved a new high score on fri! by a stroke of luck, she got 161!!! so she was happy. until she played with liangliang. then liangliang, ah pek and gan-gan went to kfc for dinner where liangliang met his parents who were heading to wp rally.he told them sara suppoted PAP and they continued buying their food. the 4 of usate and crapped. crane, undefined domain, joke record.. gangan and liangliang gave sara a joke record an only when sara collects 10 chops will they laugh at her jokes.
then gangan had to spill ah pek's cup of pearl millktea on the floor and it went onto sara's shoes. the clener from heartland mall thought it was sara who spilled the tea and whacked her just because sara picked the cupup and was holding it when she arrived at the scene of crime. so does that mean the killer is always the one holding the knife? ohyeah the killer is always the one holding the knife. this proves that sara's examples are lousy. which explains her gp grade. and continuing with the story. the aunty was scolding sara in some funny language. and sara's shoes are full of milktea..
waited a long time for the bus.
waited
and waited
and waited

can i just minus the numbers? so i dont have to wait..

election results were horrid.
sara's SMC was once again an opposition ward.. why cant cst (tongtong)go somewhere else!! i want my house to be privatised for your information.and only PAP can do it!!! sigh
POTNG PASIR IS A MAD TOWN. THE PEOPLE HERE ARE MIDLY RETARDED AND MYOPIC. BUT THIS ONLY APPLIES FOR THOSE WHO VOTED FOR CST.
NOT SARA

behind the mask 11:42 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

i hate calculations.
mole. redox. oxidation numbers.
can i not study?

behind the mask 8:08 AM

chem is driving sara mad

behind the mask 8:04 AM

officially mad after doing chem..can you believe it? i lost the periodic table whilst doing chem... redox is mad. sara is mad.everyone's mad.

behind the mask 7:55 AM

HELLO.

test test test.

welcome to the blog of the pretty and sexy bananas. (:

behind the mask 7:42 AM