whats there inside me.

Monday, May 15, 2006

today started off as a great daybut as time flew by and sr was still not playing up to expectations. sara became disillusioned. being a reserve is no fun at all. when you see others take that obvious spare and miss, or when peoplestart missing the pins althogether, you begin to think. i could do that too! let me bowl.give me a chance. and when you see people enjoying themselves you just feel like bowling.the sound of the pins falling, the sound of joy when someone strikes or spares but you cant. representing the school is of course nice as you walk into the alley carrying the bowling ball. all eyes are on you.
but amidst the torment, there was one very good consolation.
one guy stood out from all the rest.not only because he was good but also because he was totally relaxed. matthew lim. vjc. plus, he is totally hot and handsome and stunning. he bowled almost all strikes and his score for one game was 258! such a wonderful sight.was mesmerised by him.tried to concentrate on the sr bowlers instead but gordon and toby cheated my feelings.disappointed me.
seriously,safra yishun is themost beautiful place i have ever seen. the alley was great!the sound of the all hitting the synthetic lane was music to my ears.
but its not nice being a reserve.
but sara still loves bowling.
her dream of hitting 200 someday will be fulfilled.
she just has to believe in herself.
which currently she lacks.
behind the mask 5:15 AM

>mirrored.

denise
03aug89
ccc
sara
31dec89
bowling

>othermasks.

caijingg
denise
timmy darling

>wishlist.

better grades
someone who loves us
wish2

>talktome.


>thepast.

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    • >credits.

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