when will my reflection show who i am inside.

whats there inside me.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

promos are finally over.although i am relieved, sad things have happened.no doubt i passed. though the teachers think i didnt really put in my fullest effort and thats its not good enough.in the words of ms gan,i should not yield to contentment. and yeah she read my mind. i was contented then.

however.

5 of my friends did not make it.

zhihao-my pw mate and also someone who used to irritate m with his im not lame i can walk joke.ive grownto understand him an acttually talk to him. wow
ganesh- my good friend aka husband. and as the soccer guys would say to him,stop flirting with your wife.time for trg.yeahh.you'll be missed dearly.thats for sure.ou never failed to cheer me up. that is if you were not the one that made me angry.even if you were, its hard for me to stay angry at you always with your silly jokes and antics.i'll sure miss you!gangan, ganeesh.
when i heard gan was retained. as i talked tohim that day, he was unusually happy. trying to use his wide smile o tell everyone that he was okay.but the more he smiled.the more it reminded me of how my good friend, crapping partner, soccer player would not be able to make me laugh in class and during lessons.as i spoke to him,the more he said 'im okay' themore i knew he wasnt.
then
i just wanted to cry.but for his sake,tomotivate himto carry on and not give up.i held back my tears.i had to be strong to give him that faith.that retention is not all that bad.
gan,i dont know if you will read this, but just be strong.hang in there!you'll surely do well for A's.ipromise.don't give up okay? the sun will always shine again.
to candice: dont cry.you're god's precious child. he has a reason for doing this so its notyour fault.just accept the fact, face up to reality and carry on from there.he will always be there to guide you.trust me.
to elfie: your silly laughter will be dearly missed in class.take care and dont be so playful.take your work seriously this time round.
2S04 will only have 13 ppl left.how wonderful.
to 1S04, im sorry if ive not been a good ct rep.
ganesh, im sure you'll be a gd assistant this time round yeah. prove ms gan wrong.