Saturday, October 28, 2006
promos are finally over.although i am relieved, sad things have happened.no doubt i passed. though the teachers think i didnt really put in my fullest effort and thats its not good enough.in the words of ms gan,i should not yield to contentment. and yeah she read my mind. i was contented then.
however.
5 of my friends did not make it.
zhihao-my pw mate and also someone who used to irritate m with his im not lame i can walk joke.ive grownto understand him an acttually talk to him. wow
ganesh- my good friend aka husband. and as the soccer guys would say to him,stop flirting with your wife.time for trg.yeahh.you'll be missed dearly.thats for sure.ou never failed to cheer me up. that is if you were not the one that made me angry.even if you were, its hard for me to stay angry at you always with your silly jokes and antics.i'll sure miss you!gangan, ganeesh.
when i heard gan was retained. as i talked tohim that day, he was unusually happy. trying to use his wide smile o tell everyone that he was okay.but the more he smiled.the more it reminded me of how my good friend, crapping partner, soccer player would not be able to make me laugh in class and during lessons.as i spoke to him,the more he said 'im okay' themore i knew he wasnt.
then
i just wanted to cry.but for his sake,tomotivate himto carry on and not give up.i held back my tears.i had to be strong to give him that faith.that retention is not all that bad.
gan,i dont know if you will read this, but just be strong.hang in there!you'll surely do well for A's.ipromise.don't give up okay? the sun will always shine again.
to candice: dont cry.you're god's precious child. he has a reason for doing this so its notyour fault.just accept the fact, face up to reality and carry on from there.he will always be there to guide you.trust me.
to elfie: your silly laughter will be dearly missed in class.take care and dont be so playful.take your work seriously this time round.
2S04 will only have 13 ppl left.how wonderful.
to 1S04, im sorry if ive not been a good ct rep.
ganesh, im sure you'll be a gd assistant this time round yeah. prove ms gan wrong.
how apt.as andrew says.im always laughing.and nelson thinks once i start i'll laugh for 5 mins.
behind the mask 7:51 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
things change.
does that also mean that i have to?
behind the mask 8:22 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
no one ever caused my heart to beat faster and slower at the same time.
but you did, each time you passed me by.
behind the mask 7:23 AM
Friday, September 08, 2006
yeah. well, im allergic to guys.
esp those who dont mean what they say.
then expect me to be fine
you mean you couldnt have told me before
instead of avoiding me?
was i supposed to be at your disposal?
when you felt like telling me you would???
worse still, those who LIE to you when they fully know whats going on.
people whom i trusted.
people whom i talked to for so long till my phone went dead
i trusted you.
yet you lied to me.
and you say you wanted to tell me?
why didnt you?
why couldnt you just spend one minute telling me
instead of making me listen to you without complain
and i went to visit you.
dont waste my time.
im not talking to you cause you lied to me and made me tell you the things which are so special to me.
then you told someone else.
just GO AWAY
dont bother explaining.
cause i wont listen to you.
and you want to know why
cause you hurt me
so much so that i cried myself to sleep
but you wouldnt know that know would you?
behind the mask 8:14 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
i just realised some of the previous posts are gone.
hmm.
anyway i was at blogger so i decided to drop by.
enjoy the holiday while it lasts ppl!
and mug hard for ur promos.!
love, b1. =)
behind the mask 5:11 PM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
denise is feeling down, really down.
she's blogging here cos her blog server's down.
she's got a chinese test tmr that sara is mugging hard for now, but she isn't in the mood to study.
(not that she studies at all, but today's different)
guys just suck, don't they?
horrible liars, insensitive, dumb creatures.
they make girls cry and pretend as though nothing's happened.
yucks.
behind the mask 9:01 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
jojo and i.
my wonderful dog.the only one who's been there for me all this while
behind the mask 7:34 AM
jojo and i.